Thursday, February 9, 2012

Angst

I'm one of those people who kinda looked forward to turning thirty. It's a nice round number. Thirty is when all your twenty-something restlessness flies off somewhere, when you can tear it up downtown or stay home with wine and whatever your weird hobby is.

Yesterday, however, I had a real Benjamin Button moment, took stock and began to wonder if I was actually my age. I mean, who's broke, house-less and writing off society at twenty-nine? I was a tat, a piercing and a missed shower shy of gutter punk.

I hoped that, today, the world would be done mocking me.

It is not.

I am currently trapped on a casino terrace under a dirty sky watching a man pee.

It's 3pm on a Thursday. 

2 comments:

Bianca said...

If you combine us we become 1 gutter punk

TLL said...

Can we become Captain Planet instead? I like him.